My favourite poem...:)

Peaceful and beautiful....:)


Dear Blog,

Whenever i was down or wanted to cheer myself, i love to read this poem over and over again, I think i wanna share my favourite poem here.. and the title goes 'DON'T QUIT' The writer is unknown.... So..........here it goes.....

DON'T QUIT

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you are trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if u must, but dont u quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every of us sometimes learns,
And many a fellow turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out,
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
you may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might have captured the victor's cup,
And he learned too late when the night come down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint in the clouds of doubt,
And u never can tell how close u are,
I t might be near when it seems afar,
So stick to the FIGHT when u're hardest hit,
It's when things seems worst that u must not quit,




I wanna go to place like this!!!!!!

My Failed JPJ test!!

Dear blog,

last thursday, i went for my jpj test...
malu kot, after almost two years, brula nak terhegeh2 JPJ test...
and......ive successfully failed myself!!!
I didnt pass the bukit section...
Visually, ive passed it..
Suddenly, my car moved backwards, and caused me to be a failure...
However, i did pass my jalan raya test...
and it made me hepi..:)

Next thursday, i will repeat it again...
aiii wish me luck!!
Im so lucky that day, despite my failure, despite my money is melayang2,
i got a very kind and nice JPJ officer...
at first, before i wanted to drive the car,
the handbrake was so tight, even, after ive used my both hands, ive still didnt manage to release it...
Then, he said, it's okay, and help me with the handbrake...
im so thankful to him..
Then, along the road, we had a little chat....
He really helped to ease my nervousness...:)

Even though, ive didnt reach the last checkpoint yet,
He said ive passed it!!
he is a kind man...
who said JPJ officer is fierce???
Not all of them...
and to my JPJ officer, thank u very much...:)


Too fast or too slow???


Congrats to sasha, she passed the JPJ test!!!
wait for me, and then,we can rempit together okay...:)


zara<3

ALLAH save u my father!!!hepi 60th birthday!!!

Dear Blog,

Salam Maal Hijrah dear frenz!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Apart from the beginning of this new year based on Islamic calendar,
Today is the birthday of the man that i really2 love...:)
The only man that is worth to die and to suffer for...
Selamat Hari lahir ayah!!! Sweet 6o...sweet lagi ker??hehe...bolehla...
I know, everyone think their father is the best in the world...

But...
My father tops the chart amongst all... why?? (riak sket...hehe)
Because he is the bestest father anyone could dream of...
He is a hardworking person, very2..i refer him as a workaholic person,
If he is not hardworking, how can he take care the 13th of us( including my mother).... Imagine??13th person!!!wow!!
A man of strong faith to ALLAH...
A man of the bravest heart... has a very kindhearted soul...
and all of the good things u can imagine.... as a conclusion, he is the best man!!!hehe....:)
and all of us (my siblings) really love him..
I wish to ALLAH to give me a husband who juz like my father...da lari topikla plak.

To ayah,
Thanks for being the greatest father for all of us...
Thanks for making us ur childs..
Thanks for taking care of us until we now can take care of ourselves..
Thanks for reminding us not to forget to pray and to recite the Al-Quran...
Thanks for always being the strongest backbone for all of us....
Thanks for always be there when we need u...
Thanks for making our life feels perfect...
life without u is meaningless

and....THANKS for be our father!!!!!!!!!!
Selamat hari lahir ayah..:) and we love u...
deepest in our heart....

zara

Katakan Tak Nak Pada Rokok!!:)

Dear Blog,

It is a common things that people smoke nowadays,

Either man or woman,

Smoking is the biggest addiction and will lead to disastrous ending, obviously, CANCER!!

I know, everyone is scared of the word ‘CANCER’,

Generally, each one of us has the possibility of developing a cancer,

But it is dependent on several factors…

However, if it is due to the genetic problems, CANCER is said to be incurable…

Apart from all of the reasons in the world, SMOKING is the one of the biggest reasons for us to have CANCER!

So, stop SMOKING!

HOW???

I know it is hard, but think of the future…

We do not want to finally end up in a hospital ward, choked up with wyres here and there…

Have u ever heard of NIQUITIN??

Yes, it is one of the medicines to help SMOKERS stop smoking….

It is a replacement for the Nicotine in the cigarettes...in a safer level...

It will help the smokers to finally quit smoking, step by step....

I have a brother in law, abg azad..

He tried this Niquitin and gradually, he can control himself from smoking...

From maybe a box or more every day, he finally settle down to only 2 or three cigarettes everyday…

It’s working!! and he said the price is around rm70 only..

Imagine, the money u can save if u quit smoking!!

And I would like to suggest for those who want to stop smoking to start using this Niquitin …

This is because We care and love u….

So, stop smoking :)

Katakan tak nak pada rokok!!

Don’t think about others..

Think about u…:)

Go and search for this Niquitin!!

Life as u know it

Dear blog,

Life as u know it

Sometimes happy, sometimes sad,

Sometimes challenging, sometimes boring,

Life as u know it,

Moving from a phase to another phase,

U were down in one phase,

Yet happy at the other phase,

Life as u know it,

Full of secrets,

Full of dreams,

Achievable if u manage to cross the barriers,

And the biggest barrier is u and urself…only….

Time!!wait for me!!

Dear Blog,

Time flies too fast,

Too fast that we couldn’t even have the time to look back and ponder about the things that we had had,

At first, I was 5 years old,

Suddenly I am 22 years old…hah!

Like a magic!

That is why time is soooo precious,

U couldn’t turn back time…unless u have the time machine juz like in the back to future series….

Remember??the old man with albert Einstein hair!!!

But..but….it was impossible!!

But then,

Why I still waste my precious time??

Aiyoyo!!i should already do this and that and this and that and those!!!

Procrastination is equal to disaster!!

Hehe…so,let us plan our time wisely and enjoy every moment that is given to us…J

Okay2…say no to procrastination!!and say no to smoking!!!both are hazardous to our health and our future!!!

I need to finish my report…hehe…

So long………….

Cinta Terakhir by Aiman

Dear Blog,

suddenly, i change my mood into romantic mood...hehehe...ngada2 betul..
Im a universal music listener,
but i do love listen to soft and calm music,
to be specific, romantic love song....
i have thousands of love songs that i love listen tooooo......
but this one tops amongst all..:)
Cinta Terakhir by Aiman...
This song taught us to accept things that happens to us,
Even though, if we do love someone sooo much,
if we are not meant to be together,
it is meant not tooo happen...
But, we need to believe,
Whatever ALLAH give to us, or take back something from us,
There is something good lies within...

Cinta Terakhir

Kau Cinta pertamaku
Engkau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa menafikan kasih kita...

Kau ayu dimataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara didunia...

Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir...

Mungkin kitakan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ditentukan Tuhan....

Zara
4.07 pm
MP2 lab....

Why oh why??

Dear blog,

diz week, i had list of unfortunate encounter with people..
i dont understand, why people cant respect others??
is it tooooo hard to talk nicely?
if the reasons of having a bad day or having problems...
i couldnt accept it..
everyone has their very own problems...

what makes me really upset is..
those people are females..
im not biased, but this is it..
always and always female...

when ila and me were in lab,
there was a girl rudely asked us a question,
just called us "hei!"
and the tone she used was rough...
we were shocked...but, that was ok..reluctantly, we answered her...
maybe she didnt satisfy with our answer,
then, came a boy.........
sweetly, she asked him...
and we were on fire!!

next day, i went to my college office..
to take a letter send by my sis..
i checked my name, wasnt there..but i will never believe what they wrote in d book..
before this, i waited for THREE weeeks for my letters, as they ve said, it didnt arrive yet..
but, actually, they didnt update it in the book..
they didnt treat me nicely, it was their mistakes, but still, the blame was on me..
Seriously, i didnt understand diz..

Becuz my name wasnt there, SHE rudely said "dah takde, takdela!"
isk2....tak boleh cakap baik2 ke...

nak heart attack dgr macam tu...
itukan kerja dia...lagipun, ive asked her to check my letter, bukan kayu balak pun..
i explained to her, the letter should have arrived...
What She did??gave me a cold glance...
Then, my hero came...<3
HE asked my name, and asked me to wait for a while...
Then, within a MINUTE, he gave me my letter...
and asked me to sign in d book...
Suddenly, the rude kakak said 'baru sampaila tu!!'
i didnt mind, as long as i get my letter.
I thanked my hero, and juz walked away..

Do treat others nicely..
Talk nicely...
no matter if they may be female or male...
everyone deserves respect...
im not angry, im juz sad...:(

Convo day!!

Dear Blog,

hehe....ok2, convo was last week,

and now, juz want to update..quite late...

im happy,my frenz happy and our families were a lot more happier!!

Congrates to all of the graduates from UTM...(applause!)

our session was on monday, the evening session...

that day, it was raining heavily...

Consequently, not many pictures of me and my family can be snapped ...

I will not forget this memory,

actually, we should gather at the HEP around 1.30 pm,

due to many obstacles including d rain, we managed to go there around 1.45 pm,

15 minutes tooo late, and all of the graduates were already queuing,

ish2, shame on us...we were d last one to arrive...

Nonetheless, everything went smoothly....

and here were some pics taken...

Izan, Ultra yen and me....
Ni iklan ubat gigi..;p
we love UTM!!<3

Thanks mak ayah, atul dan fitri...come and see me again!!

That's all....

Nak makan plak....

zara

Selamat Hari raya...!

Dear Blog,

Today is the 13th raya,

i want to wish everyone "selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin"

hehe...too late, but better late than never...

what is my raya story??

biasa2 aje..

the first day of raya, i woke up early, around 5 am...

then, with my sis, kak anim, we cleaned d house..

then, prepared d food...

my anak2 saudara woke up early too...

they were very excited to celebrate d raya..

Do u want to know how excited they were?

in order to look the very best, superbly clean and shining like a star,

they used lemon to bath,

my father planted a lot of lemons trees in our house,

so, we were never out of stock...

yes, lemon confers benefits,

and one of it is the ability to clean...

and too freshen ur body with the aroma..

see, kids know how to take care of themselves...

after the sembahyang raya, we went back to our village at Kuala Lipis..

meet up with my relatives especially my only atuk...

this was the first raya we celebrated without my granny, wan...

ALLAH bless her...we miss u...

the second day, all of us went to Bangi,

to visit our new niece, Nur Maryam Khalisah...

congrats to abg oc and kak fara...

she is adorable...and sweet....<3<3

abg oc, may u be a great father just like ours...

lovely nur maryam...

"Selamat hari raya" said Cubi...my only female cat..

Failed to reproduce babies...it's ok Cubi, dont give up..im with u..<3

Zara..<3

wind of change...

Save d human race...

Dear Blog,

Recently, i dont know why...

there were many news about babies were dumped..

they were killed by the persons who were responsible of bringing them to the world...

some were burned, some were flushed down the toilet,

some were threw into dustbins like they were nothing, just useless garbage...

Some were put in the boxes, or in the drains,

Some were left at d doorsteps of others houses,

Some were lucky, someone found them and saved them...

Ish...this is really bothering me,

human is losing their love towards other human beings,

This is happening at alarming rate,

when i was a child,

life seems so perfect,

however, as i grew older, my perspective changed,

life is not alwiz what we wish to be...

I think the only good solution to prevent this social issue from getting worse,

apart from other solutions,

is to adhere strongly to our religion...

People always claimed that human who have no hearts are like animals,

i do not agree with this,

animals love their offsprings very much,

ALLAH give us mind to think and heart to love,

but we misused it,

animals, even though they cant think or choose right from wrong,

they did no such cruel things to their own blood....

Mother is where the heart is...

and the home of happiness belongs to...

No matter what happens, the mother will stick together with her baby, and carry the baby no matter where she goes...

"You jump,i jump!"

See, d mother is sitting on d dangerous side, to prevent her babies from falling...

even though d baby looks fragile, with mother by the side, d baby becomes brave to overcome any obstacles in life...

Baby is a gift,

Dont throw them away,

They didnt deserve to be punished for our very own mistakes...:(

Zara...<3

sambal tumis udang + petai...:)

Dear blog,

hai, how are u?
so, how are ur fasting?
is it brings benefits to u, or the only thing that u can get is only hunger??

this is a reminder that i've alwiz heard during terawikh...
The imam took a break during the prayer to give us tazkirah..and he kept on reminding us about this...
Fasting doesnt mean to stop ourselves from eating and drinking,
it means to help us to change ourselves to become good and to ponder what is the meaning behind our creation.
Obviously, the answer is to only worship ALLAH...
May all of us be granted with the goodness this holy month brings..<3

ok, now back to my main story..
one of my favourite dishes is sambal tumis udang petai....hehehe...
so, one fine day, i bought this sambal from a makcik...
and she gave me, "sesenduk"!!
aisey, too much for alone eater like me...
and the price was rm2 only...ok la..
so, i took it..

because of there was loads of sambal plus my other food,
i wasnt able to eat all,
so,the sambal was a total waste..
The next day, i went back to d stall,
and asked for rm1 of the sambal tumis,
and she didnt want to sell it to me...
she arrogantly said,that i couldnt by anything for rm1 because of the petai is soooooo expensive....
i told her that i wanted a little as i coulndt finish it...
and of course i didnt want to waste it...
then, this mak cik turned her back on me...

takpela....
d next day, i went to other stall, and d mak cik there treated me nicely,
ive asked if i can buy any of her food at any prices,
'of course u can, how much, 50 cent?70 cent?'she kindly replied...
so,happy me..:)
ye la,beli byk2 siapa nak makan...

This manner is an example of a good seller,
treat d customer nicely and able to tolerate to their needs,
dont be too arrogant, u need customer to give u money...
and then, i banned the arrogant mak cik stall...

yesterday, when i went to d bazar,
it was already 6.30 pm, and i could see that
sambal tumis udang petai mak cik that ive banned,
still loads, like no one was buying it...
hmmmm.....
that's d effect if u dont treat customer well...
in contrast to the kind makcik stall,
there were almost nothing left...
hehe....see, reasonable prices + be nice +smile = money...:)

Berbuka puasa di Pizza,jadi makan piza la...:)

zara

traditional ways.:)

Dear Blog,

Quite a long tyme i didnt update anything here..

kind of busy with my works..

hehe...haa!

Recently, i did try to google ways to eliminate the pimple scar from face..

Diz is because i do have the scar on my face..but i do not want to use chemicals..

thus, d other options are by using traditional ways...

There are three ways dat we can give a try...

Firstly, by using the tamarind or asam jawa...

then, mix it with the bedak sejuk..

afterwards, u can apply it on d scar ...

or u can try d second method..

use d cinnamons (powder form or u can scrub it on d mortar to get the extract),

then, same thing, add in d bedak sejuk...

but,beware, cinnamons is hot, try to limit d amount is used,

im not really into dis way...instead of eliminating scar, more scar will appear..

d third method is by using the aloevera,

remove d torns by cutting it, then cut it open,then,rub it on d scar..

Do it frequently..

I love the 3rd way, but aloevera is hard to get..

so, no chance to try it..

hehe....okayla, Bio oil is d last option..

Get it from the pharmacy...

in order to ensure d scar finally fade away,

we need to be constant in our regime,

visible result cannot be seen in overnite..

so,be patient...

Apart from these scar elimination ways,

i did find ways to redden d lips,

u can use honey or margerine,

based on d users testimony,

they ve said it works...

plus,they said u dont have to apply lipsticks,lipbalm,lipice,lipgloss or so forth..

Natural u...hehehe...it works for d smokers too...

Im thinking on giving it a try...

can save d money from buying all those lip2..(ye la tu..;p)

hehehe....

There are a lot of traditional ways that we can try,

but d question here,

rajin tak??hehe...

but seriously, im happy to browse dis info,

our orang2 tua zaman dahulu are very clever,

they knew the benefits that natural confers,

if we have money and workers, we can do a lot of researches in diz area..

Natural works best..:)

dat's why our world is now focusing on green and sustainable technology..:)

it creates balance...<3

okla,

enough for my ramblings,

Frenz, dont forget to sahur eyh,

Berbuka mesti tak lupa kan,hehehe..

Zara<3

Welcome Ramadhan:)

Dear blog,

Tomorrow is the 1st day of Ramadhan,
i know, everyone is so happy!!!
we are waiting and counting days for this precious moment to arrive,
and now, here we are,
so, no chance im gonna waste it!
Welcome Ramadhan!!!
May all of us, be granted with Barakah this holy month brings..:)

Ramadhan,

ALLAH SWT opens all of the doors of every paradise,

and all of the doors lead to hell are closed tightly,

There comes a night which is better than any other nyte,(LailatulQadar)..

So, take our chance and open up our heart...<3

i could see that most of the girls were so busy bought many kinds of food for the sahur purposes,
and here,in my room, i can smell Tom Yam!!wow!!
Some of them already busy cooking,
Isnt it too early?hehe..
Actually, i feel lonely, and this is the first ramadhan that i celebrate alone,
my frens stay at different college, and my roomates when back home,
so, none of them will accompany me :(

I will have breads and milk for sahur...
That is it!
Sahur is my most favourite moments,
i love the calmness and the serene feeling that surrounds this moments,
There is Barakah in sahur, so, try not to miss it...


So, later....
Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa:)

busy week..:)

Dear Blog,

These previous days,i had attended two talks,

On the monday and tuesday, i've attended talk bout confocal microscopy,

one of the products created by NIKON,

Seriously, the microscope is really amazing and has a lot of different purposes,

Still, the best is that it can visualize and record live cell imaging, creative invention!!

Imagine, u can actually look into cells, the cells interacting and moving, the mitosis occuring in a film like! Then, the red blood cells moving in the blood vein....impressed!

Congrats Nikon!

What i really like about the talk, the presenter, Dr Clement (Thanks Dr!)

he is very kind and enthusiastic..

He explained us about the basic principles of microscopy,

starting from the bright field, then DIC and also phase contrast..

Then, fluorescent (my project is about fluorescent too, so this really interest me!)...

The microscope can show various color of fluorescent from the stained samples or readily fluoresce samples, hah!great!

after that, he did give us chance to try to operate the fully motorized microscope

(it comes with a joystick too!)

i hope our faculty can buy this microscope,

it is really beneficial and will help the students to do the researches...

Today which is this afternoon, i went to Dr Peter Klappa talk,

He is currently doing research in the system biology,

Im so happy listening to him,

Sometimes he made jokes, and it was so jaw achingly funny!!

Ive learned a lot of new things from him,

Hopefully, it will enrich my knowledge...:)

This week, i am very busy, doing this and that,

i'm happy, but i missed my family..:)

u can live without friends, but u wont survive without ur family...<3

All for one and one for all!! my big family:)

I missed this moment...can we replay it back??

RENUNGAN BERSAMA..:)

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh

ini adalah surat wasiat dari penjaga makam

Nabi Muhammad SAW iaitu Sheikh Ahmad

Maeine (Saudi Arabia).

pada suatu malam ketika membaca Al-Quran di

makam Rasulullah SAW.

selepas membaca lalu

hamba tertidur, dalam tidur hamba bermimpi

didatangi Rasulullah SAW lalu bersabda kepada

hamba, dalam 60 000 orang yang meninggal

dunia di zaman ini tiada seorang pun yang

matinya dalam keadaan beriman.

(a)isteri tidak mendengar kata suami.

(b)orang kaya tidak lagi bertimbang rasa.

(c)orang tidak lagi berzakat dan tidak membuat

kebajikan.

Oleh itu wahai Sheikh Ahmad, hendaklah kamu

menyedarkan kepada orang Islam ini supaya

membuat kebajikan, kerana hari

penghabisan(Qiamat) akan tiba di mana

bintang akan terbit dari langit, sesudah itu

matahari akan turun di atas kepala.

PESANAN HAMBA INI

(a) berselawat - untuk junjungan Nabi kita

Muhammad SAW.

(b) bertaubatlah - dengan segera sementara

Pintu Taubat masih terbuka.

(c) Bersembahyanglah

(d) berzakat - jangan ditinggalkan.

(e) Menunaikan Fardhu haji - bila

berkemampuan.

(f) Jangan menderhaka kepada kedua ibu

bapa.