Gloomy...:(

Dear Blog,

why i am so bored?
maybe because i don't start my project yet...i think so...
amidst all of the works that i am supposed to do,
i still keep staring at the ceiling,
and keep on thinking about my decision...
its not easy to make a decision...
i keep on thinking,
is it alright? is it wrong?
will i be okay?
why am i feeling sooo down?
why i cant be happy?

the almost four month holiday, i spent with happiness,
of course, its been a long time i didnt come home..
i missed the feeling of staying at home...
i wish i could stay at home forever...hehehe...
i think i am homesick....hahaha....

i wanna be energetic,
i wanna be enthusiastic,
but i am so down la...aiyooooo.....

how to be happy?
is there any guidelines that i can follow?
this is only temporary...i need to be ready...

stop worrying!
start working!
it is such problems to think about things that are beyond the power of our wills..
hopefully, i'll can do it...


whenever u are feeling down or sadness is overwhelming,
talk to ALLAH...HE listen to you....:)