I must not fear

I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.

Things to be listed down

Recently, i kept on forgetting things that ive should do...
Precisely, things that ive should write, emails, fax and the list goes on and on...
As a research student, once you have started your experiments,
you will find it is very hard to sit down in front of your computers and start writing something formal.
It is not that i dont have time, i couldnt find time  or other words, LAZY...hehe....

Fortunately, there is always a person that patiently told me to do things ive should do..
Thank you!!!
She is my great reminder and she is my teacher..:)

She told me 'zara, list down everything'...
Then, i didnt...
Then, she reminded me again....
Then, i remembered...
And then i forgot......
And there, still, she patiently told me to do things ive should do...
Until everything is done...


From now on, i make a promise to myself to list down all of my works...
Forgetfulness will never be a problem..

And Yes, Ramadhan is coming!!!

Assalamualaikum and good day,


Yes, two more days, and the most awaited month will finally knock in our life, again...:)
I feel happy, as ALLAH still gives me and my family chance to go through this Ramadhan...
I knew that everyone knows that Ramadhan brings in a lot of goodness...


When Ramadhan comes, there were always some things that i've missed the most and wish that i could juz hop in time machine, and get back to those precious time..How i wish...:(
and all of this happened during my childhood times..
Childhood was the most pure, innocent moments in your life that you will never get back,
So, juz cherished it..


Hmm..comes to think of it, below was what my ramadhan always be when i was still young and free.........hehehe....




1) Rented a spot in Bazar Ramadhan 


What do we do in Bazar???of course, selling time!!!
Our main products were the home made soy bean..
My father bought the necessary items and it were up to me and my sisters and Brother, to do what we should do..
During Sahur, i will soak the soy beans in order to soften its, and during 8 am, we will start working..
Me, my sis, Mardiah and Kak Ina, with the help of my brother, we did everything until the soy bean was cooked.
Then, as early as 2 pm in the afternoon, we will open up our stall and start selling..
The best part of it, almost everyday, everything was bought...
And i did get some wages...Even it was only small amounts, it was worth it...:)
However, this kind of activities only lasted until i was in my form one, then, we didnt open up stall at Bazar anymore...
I dont know why we stopped...


2) Terawikh time and the food after it...:)


I think when i was in my teen, that was the time i was serious in doing my terawikh..matured enough..
Terawikh was great, we got to see  our neighbours and frenz....prayed together....:)
Listened to the tazkirah after that...
And alot of good things...
Obviously, for me, it was such a calm times...
I dont know, but i like it so much...juz like sahur...that was the most peaceful moments and we shouldnt let it pass by effortlessly....




3)All of the malays drama except for those that too sad yet to illogical!!!
I love this PONDOK BURUK drama...it was heart wrenching yet soooooo full of values..
Wishing, they made PONDOK BURUK 3 after this...
For sure gonna watch it....
and all those happy funny eccentric dramas which made me laugh out loud...
I dont care what people said, i love malays dramas....




Thats all!!!
Actuallly, there were loads........next time....




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